It's Scatterstrohpic!

I went back to the psychiatrist.  I got back on my adderall, and he put me on Topamax instead of lamictal.  I tried to see if he would put me back on the klonopin as well, but he didn't really seem to think the anxiety needed to be addressed...  Now, a month later things are falling farther apart...  I'm going to call them tomorrow and see if there's either any way I can see somebody extremely soon, or I'm just going to stop taking all my prescriptions until I can see somebody.  I'm going to hold on to my adderall...It does help me when I need it.  It does help me clean the house, get motivated, actually want to do things.  It also makes me snappy and pissy as hell...Idk what the fuck I'm going to do. =(